Today, I felt like sharing some new stationaries which I bought for Christmas. For those of you that don't know me that well, I am a stationary freak! I love books and pens and stickers. I can never have enough of them!
Happy New Year! May this year be a blessed and exciting year for us all!
I spent my New Years Eve together with friends in the spirit, worshiping, sharing, and praying together. It is the first time I spend New Years and also Christmas outside Indonesia. We attended a worship night of the church of my friend again since there was no sermon organized by my church. As soon as I started praying God spoke a lot to me. Two days before, He gave me the vision of me holding on my left hand a scroll. As I faced the throne, I was asked to open it but I said that I was not ready and that I needed time. He was nice and told me to open it when I am ready and take my time. I knew that that scroll holds a big task that I will need to do. But was I ready?
I woke up yesterday with God telling me to drink from the Holy Grail. Actually He was waking me up since it was ten to ten in the morning on a Sunday and I should join my friend‘s church service because there was no service this weekend from my church. He always knows how to get me to do things, just by giving me a glimpse of something and ask me to pray in tongues or come to His presence. So I immediate went to the bathroom and dressed up shortly before joining in the streaming. 
To tell you the truth, I've not been feeling confident about the gifts that I have received. I felt like God gave me a lot so fast, that I may be a bit overwhelmed by it all. On December 26th, we did not have worship together because we were occupied with brainstorming, so I decided to worship at night alone before I went to bed. Earlier that day, we watched a movie called "Klaus". It is a fictional cartoon illustrating about how Santa Claus came to be. The main character was a postman who was super spoiled by his father and ended up sent to a city, restart a post service where he met Klaus and that was the story of Christmas Santa. This postman, he was not only just sending mails, but he was involved in building a city which was once filled with violence into a place that was peaceful.
